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Anyway, i'm back to blogger (: Sorry for the troubles caused!

  > Don't you get tired running in my mind the whole day? ♥   

Pathetic, the amount of pictures i have is so limited ):

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Anywayyyy, feel like posting thus i'm here! Hehe (x Don't know whether i should switch back to blogger

I know how to fixed it if it's being an idiot (x Wakaka.

Hmmmm, depends on my mood bah (: Hehe.

Events happened for my sept holidays!

• Monday - Jana , Joel & Aaron came over. Didn't study at all -.-

Heh, i posted about this alr righttttt ? (:

• Tuesday - Totally rotted.

Stayed at home the whole day. Day dreaming and stuffs. Supposed to go for a movie but too rush (x Hahaha. Than, Quanhan called to go for Pool. But he didn't reply me message! Argh, so didn't go in the enddddd. Did abit of Maths though (x Heh, guai eh ?

• Wednesday - Rotted half-a-day

Watched Memoirs Of The Geisha to kill the time. End up, i was late in meeting Janananana (x Opps, i can't seems to be on time! Gosh :/ Met her in the train (x Sorry babe, that you have to travel so much because of me :/

Went to make my Ezlink card. Gosh, didn't know it was so easy and quick! Kia kia kia, lucky i brought my I/C manzxzxzxzx ! & when we went there, there's no one at all. Maybe one or two. But halfway through, ten people like came to queue! (Laughs!) Managed to use my I/C photo too (Nicer one), wakakaka! Ultra happy lor (x Heh, though it still looks weird (x Lol.

Went to Toa Payoh after that, erm, don't ask me why (x LOL. Went Mac, got fries and Joel came. Gosh, i'm like a lightbulb again. LOL. Ask them to pei me until 630 when i'm supposed to meet Andrew. Hahaha, thought they were going to leave first. BUT THEY DIDN'T! Zzzzz, great -.- Lol, was actually planning to sneak home or something lah (x Wakakaka!

Yet, i can't :/ They followed me all the way to school. Hahaha. But, lucky got them lah! I don't know how to get into the school -.- LOL. Pretended we're going Church and went the parade square. Watched them play the match, and waited. Finally, Andrew's ready to go. & cab-ed to Secrene's house (:

Reached, super awkward! Like seriously! Went in the living room, chatted abit. Go out, chatted abit, ate abit. Hahaha, watched movie halfway & truth or dare. Gosh, the atmosphere is quite sleepy and scary (x Lol. Jana and Joel keep kana (x LOL LOL LOL. So sweet lah! Gosh, happy for them (:

Left halfway through the game, Jana's dad send me home (: Didn't talk throughout the journey. Kept thinking about some stuffs ..

• Thursday - Rotted in the afternoon

Slept my way through till the noons. There's something wrong with my phone lah! Starhub and Singtel rivalry much? Lol, i took like 12hours to recieve a message. Retarded manzxzxzx! (x Didn't do much in the afternoon. Day dream + comp mostly (x

Then, in the evening. Went to meet Aaron. Watched UP! Like finally lah! Cause all the timeslot like too late or something. Hehehe, i love the show lor. It's like so damn cute (x & sweeeeeet! Keep, "Awww-ing" lah (x Lol lol lol. Seriously worth watching i feel (: After the show, walked home (:

• Friday - Did some of my work! Or at least, try to do (x

Try to do some of the assignments. Gosh, like so damn many lah! Didn't know got Geography until Kenneth told me. Went to check, and close the file immediately after that -.- Hahaha. Too scary luh :/

Alot of people also don't know lor. Sian ttm. Tried doing it, gave up after writing two paragraphs. Seriously, can't think :/ After that, chatted and went to bath. And yes, i'm like late in meeting Churchmates :/ Gua gua gua, i cannot be on time one lah! (x Heh.

Something's wrong with my phone and i can't recieve calls/messages from Sis Mag or Siyan. Gosh, this sucks ttm lah! :/ Than trained to Paya Lebar (spelling?) Hahaha, i keep telling them to take circle line (x Lucky didn't sia, cause it ain't open yetttt. Lol, retarded ttm (x

Finally reached, waited awhile and walked to the bazzaar? Yikes, it was so boring. Like any other Night Market. I'm like totally going Emo state or what lor. Tiring too, back's aching like nobody's business. :/ Found a place to sit and eat. FOOD SUCKS TTM TOO! Didn't finish (x Hah.

Finally, walked back and waited for Van to come. Play Taptap while waiting (: Like finally lah! Hehehe, (x Reached Marsiling and Adrian's dad send me home. Awkwarddddd! LOL, chatted with Adrian and Vanessa through sms-es (x LOL LOL LOL.

• Saturday - Study with Andrew. 

Gosh, i'm like late again lah! Waaaa, so sorry manzxzxzx :/ I just have a habit of making people wait , need to change! Hahaha, primary school peeps will always come thirty minutes later then the designed time. Cause they know i sure late (x LOL.

Tried doing Amaths for the day. Understand Circles more or less luh (: Hehehe! HAPPY LAH! Lol. Andrew is damn retarded, he keep seeing the wrong answers. End up, we two were thinking like mad why cannot get the answer when our answer is correct -.- Gosh, and is alot of times! LOL. Damn funny lah (x

MOS is quite a nice place to study. People there are mostly studying bah? Hahaha. Studied from 1 to 4. Gosh, first time i really like tried doing the work lah! Hahaha, i want day dream also cannot. LOL. The only time i can like really day dream is when he go toilet or what. Hahaha, but productive lah i feel (:

Left that place at four cause he got match. Homed and sleep (x Hehehe, super tired lah! Stressed my brain too much liao lor :/ But at least, when i wake up, i start doing my Maths (: & FINISHED! :D Woots! Did my quiz too, and got full marks! HAHA! Thanks alot to Kunhan.G! :D He gave me all the answers (x Lol.

Now, i'm left with Geography only. Maybe tmrw then do ? Teehee.

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Church tmrw and i can't wait! God = Loves! <3

Found this, wakaka. Testing Jana's new phone (x Lol.

  > Something so sweet, ♥   

Sorry, but rest of the photos (got me) not nice. Serious!

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(Friday)

Okay, i can't really remember what happened in school. I mean, c'mon, IT'S THE HOLIDAY! (not that i enjoy it or what) But yeah. who would remember all the school stuffs right? LOL.

All i can remember about school is, teachers ranting on and on. LOL. Lunched with Jana at the market after school, hot hot hot!  Really want an aircon place ): Singapore's too hot alr lah! Gua gua gua, and after that she would go Choir while i go home and pigggggg :D Hehe. Apparantly, everyone's saying i'm pig. Hey! Everyone sleeps too right? (x Lollll.

Truth or Dare at free periods Coolios, kept screaming, ohhhh-ing & ahhhh-ing (x Some people so sweeeeet eh! * wink wink! * First time play until so high, lol (x

Lunched and home (: Caught a short nap before heading to Church. Great chats with the girls (: Feel like crying lah! I mean, why are there such friends in this world ?!?!?! WTH! I'm gonna kick those people if i see them manzxzxz! Hmpt!

Homed after that (: Hilarious, was on the phone and i "Huh" ultra loudly and everyone turned to look at me. Not only that, i was locked out of the house :O

(Sunday)

Didn't do anything on Saturday. Went to Church! :D Forgot that it was Breakfast Day. (x Lol! I thought it is next week but i got all the dates wrong! Ahhhh (x Still, i had koko crunch! <3 (spelling?) LOL. Current addiction, (x Worship was cool too, love the songs lah! Love Medley! <3

Aaron & Gilbert came again. They v what lah! make me walk so long, and all the while they behind me standing and looking at me walk away -.- What the righttt! Super evil lor >:( LOL. Than went in, talk talk and after that, they left. Lollll. Slack around, eating Honey Stars Cereal (: Me love too. Hehe. Than they decided to watch Knowing, it's a nice show but quite boring ah. So halfway through, some of us left.

Trip to Sheryl's house was quite funny, lol (x Than finally reached her place. Super hungry lah! Ate and slack arounddddd. Played with the camera, it's so freaky cool i tell you! LOL, look super pro holding it lah (x Kia kia kia. But i didn't take much photos , lolll . After that, the rest reached. Sit around, slack slack lor.

Than, found a place and play taptap. Hehehe, after that qiu and jo arrived. Followed by aaron and gilbert. Thought they joking with me but nah, lol (x The rest went playground while they bbq. Found another place and Mass Message! :D Me LOVE <3 Okay lah, four people only but their replies quite funny. Keep make me giggle (x LOL.

After awhile, decided to go off first. Hahaha, homed and play Patapon! :D I found a Psp and the Umd (spelling?), so just play lor. Cute sia the game (x Hehehe.

(Monday)

Didn't head out today cause of cramps :/ Seriously (%^#&%@*) lah. Morning was quite terrible at some point. Gua gua gua. Than Jana want come my house. Lol, guide her come (: Hehehe. Chatted and use lappy. Super retarded lah (x Than Aaron & joel came too. Guys, tsk, super longgg! Then they came, slack around. Stare wall mostly, lol (x

After that Aaron left first, hehe. Than i watched Tv. Lol, than Jana & Joel go off after that too. Teehee (x   * wink wink! * Ate dinner and chatted with Jana on the phone. Babe, me so happy for you! <3 Hahaha, *Grins!*

Oh, and i was chatting with Kenneth and Jiahui about hard disk. LOL! I feel so dang noob seriously (x I mean like, i don't know alot about comp stuffs. Hehehe, and i'm going to bring my hot pink hard disk to school on Monday :D Woots! Finally getting L4D. Wanted to play this game for so long alr! Heard that it's funnnnn, :D Heheeee!

& Currently am stuck in quite a difficult situation. Gua gua gua, this is never ending manzxzxzx :/ Sucks.

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Such things don't only happen in fairytales. Right?

  > Something i can't describe either, ♥ 

Sugar Feast ! <3 Me want me want!

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(Sunday)

Churchhhhh! <3 Hehehe, went late (x Cause it was raining :/ Was totally drenched when i reach lah (x Heh. Look like some "wet chicken" (Inside Joke in Primary School!) LOL. & they attempted to scare me with a fake cockroach. Luckily, my mind was mal-functioning at that time. I just make some weird noise cause i didn't know it was a cockroach -.- LOL.

Well, at least i did not jump up on the chair and start screaming. That would be totally the joke of the day (x HAH! Anyway, Aaron & Gilbert came that day too. Lol, scared they feel weird or what lah! Gah gah gah, than S keep pangseh -.- Zzzzz ttm, so nevermind lor. Lucky some got come pei me talk talk also, haha.

After that lunched (: Feel damn guilty, make them wait for so so so long lah! :/ Sorry sorry! Seriously, i hate making decisions! Like wthhhhhh :/ Gua gua gua, always cannot make up my mind one. Gah :/

Than went off first after waiting for super long, so sorry! Meet the guys at Amk Hub. Went cause i wanna play pool (x LOL! Took bus and go to some places, lollll. Didn't play at all cause -

Firstly, they were playing snooker instead -.- (No table left)

Secondly, the table is freaky big and is freaking me out.

Thirdly, i don't know how to hold the stick/cue or whatever you call that

Fourthly, Too short to even reach the ball i guess?

Fifthly, something tells me that i can't even hit the ball -.-

So, rather not make a fool out of myself and watch them play instead (x LOL. I know, v anti but i can't help it! First time play, give me a smaller table lah (x LOLLLL. The last time i played snooker was with Mandy and clique. (Laughs!) I was taking the stick and running around the room (x & it was in a room, so nobody watching us, hehehe.

After that, went back, got Miss Chong's card (: Hahaha, and headed to Northpoint to get her Pooh Bear. Heh, after that, dinnered at Long John (: Saw Church they all lah! I totally freak out, hahaha! (x - Stun -

& Homed (: Sorry didn't find you guys, heh (x

(Monday)

Teacher's Day Celebration, spend the day in the hall. Was quite high, don't know why either. But than, got super pissed -.- Called Jinhui & Suyee yet nobody answered ): they still having lessons :/ But Jinhui messaged me after that, thanks Love <3

Went home straight, ate and sleep (x HAH! Was late in meeting Loves (Jinhui, Suyee, Ron, Peiwei), lol (x Guess if i'm not late, i'll never be called zenglin, haha! And stupid Ron Tan, make me and Jinhui run like mad lah! Still laugh at us somemore -.- WTH! But couldn't stop laughing after that (x Seeing them really, waaaa, become dang happy (:

Hehe, went to Vivo, walked awhile only before heading to Burger King.

> Ron, you good never treat me eat, treat Suyee nia. Argh! I helped you too okay! Evil guy!

Crap abit lah, damn funny lah them (x Kep saying i thirteen years old! Wahlao, then i keep screaming, seriously, when i'm with them, my image all gone -.- LOL. Really manzxzxzx, gua gua gua.

Then, went to Cityhall to meet Mengchiong & teckyong while Jinhui & Peiwei go home ): Stupid curfew, sad lah! But happy to see Mengchiong & Teckyong! :D Didn't walk much, headed straight to Mac to talk. LOL. Quite stupid lah i feel. Than Ron Tan and Suyee decided to prank me. They took my wallet and i don't know lah! I thought i left in Mac. So Mengchiong and me ran back -.-

Wth! LOL. Pretended to be angry, end up become Ron Tan angry (x Hahaha! Sorry lah, lolllll. Trained home (: Squeezy train rides, yuck! (Stick out tongue!)

Spend my day fruitfully afterall (: Me Loveeeee! <3

(Tuesday)

Spend my day fruitfully too! :D Tried to watch movies but the internet is being a b!tch. Lol (x So, went to finish up all my assignments instead :D Hehehe, super happy lah! Yayyyyy! :D

Supposed to meet Jana to go for Care & Share but i was busy doing my work. Sorry Love. But, i still met her for dinner! <3 LOL. Was late again (x Hahaha, got a Happy Meal. The aunty totally stare at me lah, lollll. But i had my dinner at home alr so must get something light only what, nothing wrong with teenagers getting Happy Meal okay! Hah. Anddddd, i realised something. Maybe i have the compulsive-hitting-disorder (x LOL!

Those around me sure kana hit by me before. Sorry, but i can't help it. It's my way of saying "Hello" lah (x HAH! I was oooooh-ing when they talked about it (x  Chatted abit and homed (:

(Wednesday)

School as usual, super sianzxzxzxz :/ Did flagraising today. Still, i'm shaking -.- I thought i was going to faint, haha! (x During English lesson was stupid, i walked out of the classroom finding Shihwee when we were supposed to be in the same classroom -.- Waaaa, i nearly walk all the way to third level lah! Retarded man (x & Jason Tan Jun is damn bully sia! (Hmpt!)

Had Physics Test. Ytd was hilarious man! Everyone was like, "Tmrw got Physic Test ?!" lol lol lol! & "I left my book in locker/school too!" HAHAHA! Cool, all die tgt lor (: After that was Amaths, boring :/ Oh, today Chapel, was scolded. Gua gua gua -.-

& we had fire drill thingy, Mrs Pow reaction damn funny man! "Stop packing, take your wallet and go out NOW!" laughs! Funny lah! Hahaha. Assemble and it was hot hot hot! Totally crazy man, feel like i'm being cooked -.- LOL. P.E after that, worseeee! Sweat like mad lah! :/ Played Catching, it was erm, stupid somehow? LOL! But funny too! Hehe.

Captain's ball again, just stand and watch. Hahaha. After that, stayed back awhile to pei Jana :D & homed (: Ate and sleep (x Laughs! & People seems to be against me, for sleeping. Lol! Standard messages recieved, "You sleeping ah ?" LOL.

Kaykay, shall stop here then! (: Bye loves! <3

  > Wouldn't it be nice to be hugged, ♥ 

Over-dued Photo! Seriously, i'm running out of photos to post :/

Gua gua gua, so bear with the photos yeah! Either repeated or a decade ago one (x

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(Wednesday)

School as usual, boring and sianzxzxz. Teachers ranting on and on, and us talking on and on. Damn dee siao lah seriously! Damn scare that the teachers will either have an heart attack soon, or burst an artery! Hehehe, (x

& Jason Tan Jun totally bullied me that day! (x Hahaha, joke joke lah! He only make me cryyyy. LOL. mood was seriously low and he keep saying about me lah. Sialah, until he say that one sentence, feel like crying liao. Totally ignored him after that as i know my tears are flowing! Hold it back all the way till recess before i start crying.

(Laughs!) I was crying and laughing at the same time lah! (x Retarded man! Jeremiah's reaction was hilarious! He was like, OHMY! * Serach frantically for tissue! * HAHAHA! Funny manzxzxz, thanks girls for being with me <3 Teehee - my worthless, useless tears -.- & ignored Jason all the way even though he came to say sorry! HAH! (x

After that, felt better (: Hehehe, PE was erm entertaining. Hahaha, watched the guys play and girls scream. Laugh like nobody's business! (x Hehehe. Wanted to play but .. Hmmm, guess i won't be able to touch the ball anyway, so just stand and laugh (: Hehe! After school, was deciding to go movie or home ..

So meet Aaron and Gilbert first (Pon-sters), walked around Northpoint before the rest come. Went toilet and left my book, or rather Sheryl's book there! AHHH! Damn funny lah! Lucky, tessa was with me, if not i might cry manzxzxz. Hehehe. Found it, and watch " Where Got Ghost! " Hilarious lah! Did covered my eyes (x LOL. And jump quite a number of times, hehe.

After that, went Kfc and homed (: Didn't have my afternoon nap for four days alr ... ):

(Thursday)

Had free periods. I think? Can't really remember. Hahaha, think i spend my day laughing and crapping bah? LOL. After school, headed straight home (x SLEEP! :D :D :D

Like finally lah , seriously! Felt so energized after that, hehehe! Anyways, comp's back and it's laggy like crap -.- Gah, but i gonna save money to terminate my phone line first. Comp can wait! :D Phone more important, seriously need unlimited messages (x Looking through my messages counter - 19 575. Not alot i think, since i never reset from October. Hah, but shocked lah! Crazy, fancy paying that amount of bill! :/

Dad's complaining to brother like mad about my phone bill. LOL! Lucky me never see him (x Hahaha, but miss him alot suddenly. Never talked to him since April. Gah, such a long time. Never see him too, and everytime i see him, he aged so much. Scary sight :/ But, i seriously don't know what to talk to him ): Sighs ..

Sidetrack sidetrack! (x LOL. Oh, i just remembered! Can you imagine someone actually forgetting their own birthday? LOL! Well, that person is me (x HAHAHA! Because Andrew was asking me when's my birthday, i actually said 5 May. LIKE HUH ?!?!?! I was shocked lah! Didn't realise it until he mention again. Laugh like mad seriously! (x

Fyi, it's 16 May. Such a big difference! Wonders why i typed 5 May -.-

(Friday)

School today - short :D Teehee, but super sian cause nothing to talk. Eyes was half closed lah! (x Went toilet to wash up and Jana piggy me back to class :D Hehehe, me like me like! Though super unglam (x LOLLLL!

After school, went lunched with Jana, Shihwee, Sheryl, Joel, Adrian & Timothy (J's Church Friend). Hahaha, went amk hub and back to kfc again -.- Played the "Who, Huh, What" game, fun fun fun! :D Forfeit was seriously gross okay! Dipped chocolate into chilli sauce and eat it. Like ewwww! Shihwee did it ;/ & Timothy ate it with meltz. - Stun -

Left early as i had to meet Jinhui and Suyee. LOL. Late again, hehehe. Sorry sorry! Habits can't changed uh ? (x Long time no see them, miss them so so so much lah! <3 Didn't see Jinhui, cause she was wearing a mask. Damn funny! (x Than, walked to the Police Headquaters.

Waited super long okayyyyy! Gua gua gua, must wear pass somemore -.- Zzzzz, catch up abit. Hehehe, (x Finally, the Sir came and wahlao, don't let us go with jinhui -.- Bobian, waited for her and talked again. Finally, after a long time. They both come out. And the most speechless thing ever.

Sir says! Eh, you all can go alr. * Points to me * And you, wear longer skirts next time. * Walks away *

I down there, stun lah! Than we three laughed like madddd! (x Seriously, my skirt length ain't that bad alright! HAHA! & i thought i saw him smile lah. What the manzxzxz! Laughed our way to mrt station, lol (x Reached Yishun, meet Ron and Peiwei. Ahhhh! Super long never see them too! Except Ron lah. LOL. Grow so tall, wth -.-

Ron decided to not do his work and we went to walk around at Nothpoint. Damn funny! Than, Jinhui went off first. After that, Peiwei ): Wahlao, so early lah! Nevermind, than continue to walk around and helped Ron with the Yellow Ribbon donation. Kana rejected two times and don't want help alr (x LOL. Damn shag lah the feeling! HAHA!

Helped him for super long lor. See, such nice friends you have. LOL. Funny manzxzxzx, than meet Jesney Jie. Hehehe, long long time no see also lah! (x Chatted awhile and we all headed home. Heh.

Really miss them alot. Especially that Monkey. Seriously, feel damn sad now lah. Don't want contact us ): Wahlaoooo, sad ttm. Feel like crying man. Stupid lah, i don't care man. Shall go his house one day or something (Hmpt!) Zzzz, at least still can meet with the rest. If not, * crys! *

& just remember! Got a chocolate on Thursday! :D Hehehe, me love chocolates. Totally make my day! :D

  > Such happy retarded memories, ♥  

(Laughs!) Found this in my hard-disk (?) Lol Lol Lol.

We both look v weird lah! (x But bear with it, cause i got no pictures to post ):

Anyway, updates on what's been happening these few days (:

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(Friday)

School as normal on Friday. Jana and Shihwee officially becomes Exco's! :D Yayyy, happy for them! Though their tie is quite weird (x Not v used to it, hahaha. & they pangseh me during recess on Friday lah ): Gah, they need to go hall for the council thingy.

So went to class alone. But something under my table make me smile! Hehehe, thought fake one sia. Buttttt, really have! Woah, - Shocked - Haha, think only the person know what i talking (x HAH!

Straight home after school, slept and prepare to go for Cell Group (: Teehee, it was alright lah. Talked alot, damn stress! Hahaha (x & Clarice ahhhh, any-oh-how touch too lor! (x Laughs! Keep poking each other (x Heh, then homed at 1030 (:

(Sunday)

Slept throughout my whole Saturday (x Church on Sunday! :D Sis Mag didn't come, suspected of H1N1 :/ Ohmanzxzxz. So, Yinhui lead the worship. Me like the songs lah! Calms me down totally (: Than had some activities, writing other's good points x3 and bad points x1. Mine is mainly, blur & bad mood :/ Gah, need improve my short-temper alr! (x Hehehe.

Headed to Center for lunch, got angry at some things. Actually, think i was over-reacting (x Hah, can't controllll! Opps (x Than couldn't decide on whether i should go Orchard with the guys, play LAN or go home sleep (x Hard time deciding manzxzxzx! :/ LOL. At last, decide by "chou qian" HAH! Esther's great idea (x Consecutive three times is want me go Orchard. So, thats how i ended up in Orchard (x

Walked around, slippers is totally killing my toe lah! Waaaaa, can't walk properly. Leg's dying on me :/ And, i was half-sleeping i think? Tired tired (x Haha! Got the stuffs we wanted (like finally!) and trained back (: Lol, ride home was talking about guys and girls. Funny manzxzxz! Then homed at 830 plus (: Bath and sleep! :D

Funny thing for that day - Joel went to pay for the bag, than left w/o taking it.

We all walked out of the shop totally forgotten about it!

Hahaha! Than realised that the bag is still in the shop lah (x OHMY! It was hilarious manzxzxz!

(Monday)

School on Monday was normal lor. Sheryl got horrible cramps, freak me out. Seriously. Was i like that too? Gah, scary manxzxzx! Pei-ed her lor, by fanning her etc etc. Than after school, she couldn't move at all! Called her dad, ran down to bring him up the class. Than he support her to the car. Scary lah! LOL. Some stayed back to pei her. Find it super sweet lahhhhhh! Woah, our class people (insert hearts!)

Anyway, i failed my Social Studies. HAHA! Damn pathetic (x Lollll, so my combine humanities is gg luh. Hah ! (x

& during Chinese lessons was hilarious! Me, Sheryl, Shihwee, Qiu & Jo totally surround Jason lah! Than he can't walked out (x LOL LOL LOL. Funny sia! All squadmates except Shihwee. Still, funny manzxzxzx! Talked about some things, hahaha. Quite funny lah, guys seriously are totally blockheads! (x

Than after school, went lunch with Jana, Shihwee, Shawn & Weijie. Waaaa sialah! Totally shooting Weijie throughout lor, he too! Bully man! (Hmpt!) He's totally evil, gah. Than chatted and Jana and Shihwee pangseh me! ): Gah, so didn't make my ezlink card, again (x Homed, bath and homeworks! Guai neh :D

(Tuesday)

Today, school per normal. Boring! :/ Got back all of our papers alr! Happy Happy! :D I passed all except humanities (x HAH!

& had free periods, hehehe. Talktalk (: Most prolly decided to put braces (: Everyone is telling me to put lah! (x LOL. Mummy ytd told me what her friend say, than want me put. Than, at night, Andrew come ask me put too! LOL LOL LOL. So many people ask me put, so maybe putting lor. Gah (x Now, have to see mummy .

Than after school went movies. Sheryl cannot lah ): ): ): Waaaa, pangseh again! Lol. But, still watch movie cause got reasons lah. Heh. Tried to read book throughout to not feel weird! (x Hah. Watched Scandals Maker (?) Don't remember the name. HAH. Quite boring lah! And super long :/ Though got some parts damn funny ! (x Hahaha! my neck was aching like maddddd ): Lol.

After that homed (: Hahaha. Funny manzxzxzx, at least now, i know more about my class peeps :D Last time like confined in my clique than never talk with the rest. Now, know more about my friends (: Hah!

&& Jana, Shihwee & Sheryl, STOP DEE-SIAOING ME! (x Ahhhhh! Gua gua gua, why me? ):

  > Getting a closer view of you, ♥ 

Hehehe, Yuki v cute uh! (x (Anyway, he's yawning & my hand there is sayanging him. Lol.)

But now, he's a botak. Lol Lol Lol. But still, look cute to me! :D

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School's fineeee, i guess? As boring as usual :/ Gua gua gua, Common Tests is over, everyone is totally slacking now lah! Hahaha (x & We've been having free periods for the past few days. Cool cool, me like ! :D Talked, Laughed, Crapped (:

Homed early for the past few days, to sleep. Hahaha, sleep takes away all troubles and numbs away all feeling (: Me like me like. Although will dream about horrible things, still it's a dream. But the nightmare will only start when we open our eyes. Gah. Sucks :/ Anyway, i'm so guai that i finished most of my homeworks! Hahaha! :D Felt accomplished! Though i still left some (x

Yesterday was horrible, i was totally speechless. Sighs, what has things become ? Gua gua gua.

Anyway, today Amanda came to talk to me. Woah, i'm totally shocked! Ahhhh! But yet, i'm so so so happy! It's nice to know that (Smiles!) Chatted with xiaoye they all too, hahaha. Quite funny, laugh laugh crap crap. Hahaha, I'm like speaking to quite alot of girls, get to know them more. Hehehe, now like not so strangers alr lah. I hope? (:

CF was quite funny! Mr Toh totally become a different person or something (x He's like super hyper and keep joking with us. Anyway, i guess he's one of the few teachers that remember my name. LOL! I was putting my head down, and he went like "zenglin" - Shocked -

Normally teachers won't call me one lah! Seriously shocked (x Hahaha! Then did some presentation. (Laughs!) Something funny happened and i laugh till my tears was about to come out! (x LOL. Only the people @ Jana's table know (x (Jana, Shihwee, Sheryl, Xingzhi, Samantha) LOL LOL LOL. It's so dumb lah! (x

Oh, and here's the joke of the day (x

Me says! Eh, Kenneth. 借我你的 8.1 neh

Kenneth says! HUH?

Me says! Erm, 借我你的 8.1?

Kenneth says! 我以为你要我借你一百萬!

Everyone! (Laughs!)

Huh, my talking got so bad meh ?! Lol, 8.1 become 一百萬 ! Retarded manzxzxzx (x

Than after school, went Atm (?) with Samantha to withdraw money. Lol, making class tee is mafan -.- Lucky i is just pei Jana they all go see see. Hahaha. Waited ultra long for them lahhhhh! Argh! But lucky got Xinci. Hah, than finally they got released and went to Bradell. Had our lunch at Mac before going to the factory.

Couldn't bargain at all! Tried all means but gah gah. It's 19 bucks lah, gua gua gua. Finding another shop bah. At first, we called xiaoye and xiaoye wanted us to put a show like pretend that we ordering from another shop. Using the if-you-don't-discount-i-go-another-shop trick. (x But it didn't work, cause that person say it's okay if you go another shop (?!?!) LOL.

Guess she see through the trick or what (x Hahaha, but she's friendly. Me like (: Lol. Talk to Shihwee about Taman and one pillow come flying right into my face! Argh, you good you good! LOL. Than Jana's Daddy send us to Bishan Mrt Station & Homed (:

Didn't have my nap today!!! Argh, i hope i won't fall asleep in class tmrw (x Hehehe.

Anyway, some people damn arghhhhh. Is like they don't know the full story, will come say me lor. Zzzzzz ttm. Like seriously, please hear BOTH side of the story first yeah. Don't just come anyhow shoot me alr. I mean, who wants this to happen man ? But i can't help it right.

& thanks to all who cheered me up, asking me to think positively and that things will get better. (: Make me feel so much better now (: Thanks Loves! <3

You know, it's nice to know that some know how i am feeling (: Hahaha. & is when i don't have to tell that person anything, but that person just know how i feel! HAHA! Sooooo cool right! LOL. (x

Anyway, shall stop here. Hehehe. Love Love! <3

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An outsider's point of view

 > I just got to try even if it's hard, ♥ 

Hey there Love! As i promised, a happy post today (:

Teehee, today went well. I guess? (:

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Service on Sunday was different, hahaha. This time round, we had to complete four stations. I took super long, cause i just feel like lazing there. & secondly, i don't know what to do (x Heh. Then after Church went lunched with the guys and Sis Mag (:

Then something happened, awkward silence. I feel damn weird! Lol (x But glad that everything is alright now ! :D Walked around aimlessly, then Sis Mag went off. The guys wanted to play LAN so went to centre. No space ): So went archade (spelling?) I was falling asleep there (x HAH! Then around six plus, went off first (:

Wahlao! I took the wrong bus lah! Hahaha, opps opps. Super funny lah! I just board the bus, then  after awhile realised that the places the bus is going is kind of weird (x Lol Lol Lol. So send mass message to ask, in the end i took the bus to Boon Lay or something! (Laughs!)

Like how dumb can i get manzxzxz (x So quickly alight and couldn't stop laughing! HAH! (x Took the correct bus, went to Causeway to find Aaron. Kunhan was late, guess he's always late lah. Lol.

Had dinner there, and we were supposed to study. But i never even touch the book :O & they meet is not to study. What the !! LOL. But then, it was quite fruitful. Hahaha, chatted, laughed, walk around. Me want that bag lah! Ahhhh (x It's really cute you know!

Then homed at 10 plus (:

Yesterday after school went lunch with J & SH! <3 Hahaha, talk talk talk (:vBut before lunch, went Sjab room cause they had councillor meeting. Decided to clean the room. It was horrible. Instead of dust, i get spiders :/ I was thinking, " Why are the dust crawling around? " & i couldn't stop jumping after i know what it is (x LOL.

Today, for the whole day keep talking about different things that i can't remember anything now (x Hah! Got back Emaths paper, yay passed ! :D Physics too, teehee. Me happy, hope the rest of the papers also (: Geography today was .. Hope i pass lah, heh. Had free period for Chinese and Econs, woots! Talked all the wayyyyy :D Hahaha.

Phone calls just now! Me like me like (: Teehee. LOL. Realised that in Secondary School, i only use my phone for messages and not calls (Sadddd)

Kay, me shall go reply Msn luh. Bye Loves! <3

& Thanks to those who try to cheer me up, i'm alright seriously. Just having a horrible mixture of feelings. Hah. Oh, i didn't went movie today cause i was too tired! Hah, sorry peeps! (x

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Do you think everything will go back to how it used to be?

 > Don't know how to express in words, ♥ 

Today was totally good & worst of all, bad.

My day went well, i was happy. Laughing around, no more emo-ing, no signs of moodswings and yet this happened.

I wanted to post something nice, finally and yet i got no mood alr..

Girl, after seeing your tweets. Do you know how i feel? I was actually planning to write another mail to you.

Wanting to say that i'm sorry. Yet, seeing those words, it makes me feel that everything is our fault. Is it?

Perhaps it is, but have you ever thought about me?

You claim that you were alone, but didn't you have one of your love ones with you?

Although i do have two of my babes, but does it occurs to you that three is too much. That there will be one out of the three who will be left out?

That would be, me.

Today, i learn a word, Forgiveness. Yet, i can't bring myself to do it.

I prayed, yet i cried.

I seriously don't know what to do now, let everything be my fault then.

I don't mind, i'm so used to this kind of feeling. Numb to it alr, from young till now.

The feeling of lonliness, zeng grow up, be independent.

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Gah, i shall not think about it anymore (: After reading J's post. Teehee.

I shall leave everything to God, let God guide us through.

Oh, i had fun talking with Jana, Shihwee, Xingzhi & Samantha today :D

Hahaha, funny talks. Let's have more alright? (:

Shall post about ytd tmrw (: Happy post, i hope nothing goes wrong tmrw. Heh (: